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♥ Friday, 30 May 2008 10:59

FOR THOSE THAT ARE STILL VISITING MY AgapEd-Angels.Blogspot.Com, THIS POST GOES OUT TO YOU...

DON'T YOU REALISE MY FONT IS TOO SMALL? CUZ I MADE A SILLY MISTAKE WHEN I WAS EDITING MY TEMPLATE, I GUESS I DELETED SOME THINGS AWAY, THAT'S WHY MY FONT IS NOW SO SMALL... ITS SO IRRITATING CUZ NUMBER ONE, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET IT FIX & NNUMBER 2 I'M BLOGGING IN CAPITAL LETTERS FOR THE SAKE OF SOME 10,000 DEGREE FRIENDS I HAVE.

SO THIS POST GOES OUT TO YOU TELLING YOU THAT I'VE ANOTHER BLOG... ITS AT LIVEJOURNAL... ADDRESS: EDANGELS.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

OR YOU GO CLICK ON MY LINK DOWN THERE, YOU CAN FIND IT...

I'VE BEEN BLOGGING BLOGGING & BLOGGING EVERYDAY AT LIVEJOURNAL BUT NOTHING FEELS LIKE BEING IN BLOGSPOT... I HOPE SOME ONE CAN HELP ME FIX THIS PROBLEM... MEANWHILE CATCH ME BLOGGING AT LIVEJOURNAL...

AGAPE,
ED ANGELS XOXO

Life Stories

♥ Wednesday, 21 May 2008 23:39

Life is precious! Let's keep praying till he's fine!

Get well soon bro, may God's divine healing be with you! =)

We'll pray till you regain consciousness.

Your Friend,
Ed Angels

"What Exactly Happen To My Font Size In My Blog? OMG!"

David A. & Man Utd To Win American Idol & Champions League respectiively.

Metro > Gay

♥ 00:54

Valentine

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

This is one of the best love songs i've ever heard... Introduced by my secondary 3 classmate i still remember... Still remember on my US Vacation in 2004, there wasn't Mp3 yet, so there was this song that keeps playing on repeat on my Mini Disc Player... The environment there, the roads there was so different from Singapore... Listening to this song & cruising down the highway enjoying the beautiful nature sights, the feeling is awwwwwwwww, indescribable...

Anyway, its a song you can listen to when you're down, when you're in love, when you're heart-broken, when you're disappointed, when you're sick or when you need encouragement...

& in case you don't know, my blog's name no longer '65 SorrowField Blvd'... It is now called 'BitterSweet Rehab-sody' pronounced as 'Rhapsody'... Rhapsody means exuberance, enthusiasm... & bittersweet, this word, i not need explain... It basically means enthusiastic in sharing what's going through in my life, be it sweet or bitter... Cool huh?

American Idol Finals, Champions League, Shopping, Great Singapore Sale, Euro '08, Camp X, MY BIRTHDAY!!! Its all coming soon, STAY TUNED...

They call it Sweet 17,
I'll call it Metrosexual 19! =)

I ❤ CamWhore-ing...

Closest Thing To A Girl's Blog,
Ed Angels

"When Things Are Looking Good, Everything Becomes Fine, You Can't Pull Me Down, For I've Ask For Divine Protection From Heaven."

4:35 Pm

♥ Tuesday, 20 May 2008 00:20

Today wasn't that great! I woke up at 4:35pm & yar, i'm late... Did my projects, surveys & stuff then rushed down to Mind's cafe, played a few rounds of Taboo & UglyUglyUgly with the Gusto peeps... UgluUglyUgly was a brawl, omg! Hanged around there for 1 hour only & rushed down to meet Kim, Kelly & Joel...

Had Subway for dinner then hang around at Ngee Ann City... Nothing much happen though... Next week after service let's go Pepper Lunch, there's this awesome promotion i saw...

At least i made someone smiled today by dropping all the comics book in Kinokuniya...

Thanks for the fellowship guys!

& i realised i'm such an ass... I just broke someone's trust a few days ago... I'm just feeling sad, ashamed & guilty... I know its not easy to build back that trust... If i'm in your shoes, i might not even go out with you anymore... But i just hope things can get better & i'm feeling really bad & awful over the past few days... What hurts me most is when you called me & ask why did i do that to you becuz you don't deserve to be treated like this... There's nothing much i can say except the word 'Sorry' but there's many things i need to do in order not to repeat such mistake again... Sorry! I hope you will see the difference in me soon...

& i've lost my voice, please pray for me! I hope that when my voice returns, i can sing even more beautifully than before... So for now, guitar practice is just pure strumming & no singing!

Your Friend,
Ed Angels

The Big 'M'

♥ Monday, 19 May 2008 00:14

Today was multiplication cell... I really got lots of thoughts to blog & say about but not today cuz i'm tired... So i'll just upload some pictures i took today...

JunXiong (The Best Connect Group Leader):

Potential Flyer?

James & Vernon:

Germaine, My CG Member Of 1 Month:

Vernon:

He Broke This Metal Chair, OMG! STRONG!!!

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Terry Miles:

Gay-ing At H.K. Cafe (Tilt Your Head A Little):

Basically, that's all the pictures i have with me...

Today's cell group meeting was the BEST yet to come! Omg, i had an encounter with God... Just kept weeping during worship, non-stop! Ministering time was awesome... The message from God is so clear-cut... I'm lovin every single moment in His presence... Its feels good, like your burdens & stuff, you could feel them all flowing out... Its like someone comforting you, giving you strength when you're down... You feel weak, just wanna surrender your all! Oh My!

Anyway, cell group has multiplied... & my new cell group is W469! From W220 to 362 to 469! Weeeeee! & i'm glad the 3 surviving W220 in W362 are still in W469! So unexpected! So yea, i basically know that my cell group members will be: Terry, Kim, YuPing, Edwin, Alcia, Eugene, Lloyd, Daniel, Joel, James, Winston, Kelly & who else? There should be a few more right? Haha...

& i'm glad multiplication cell is over... I've lots of weird dreams & stuff about it! But nonetheless, the truth has set me free! & now, i'm free!

Agape,
Ed Angels

Walking Down Memory Lane

♥ Saturday, 17 May 2008 00:38

These are some journeys of my life... Starting from today till a few months back... Cuz i just uploaded all the pictures on my phone to my com so i got a little motivated to post all the nice pictures here...

May 16:

Kim

Joel

Kim, Kelly & Joel

Kim, Kelly, Yuzhen, Joel

W362

Jeremy

At Plaza Sing with Charis & friends:

Nothing To Do In SP's Restroom:

WeiPin At Train Towards Downtownn East:

My Workstation During Attachment:

Gap + Banana Republic:

Cheerobics '08:

Raymond & Adrian

ZhiHao

ZhiHao, JX & Genevieve

Cheerobics '08 With Yuzhen, Kim, Joel & Mom

My Final Year Project Members:

My Internship Buddies:

Reaching Out To ___________:

THIS IS ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS:

Well, there's more pictures to be uploaded & shared... Beautiful memories, ain't it?

Agape,
Ed Angels

Lovely Cliques, Insecure Loser

♥ Thursday, 15 May 2008 10:42

Lol. your insecurity and rotten attitude will always be your downfall...

Wha, its been a long time since i last blogged! Yes, its gonna be alright!

Tomorrow there's this mask party at Vivo City coming up, & sunday is Multiplication cell group & BBQ after that...

I know something for sure, that i won't be in the same cell group as one of the closest brother i have in the cell group... A brother that's always offer a listening ear, a brother that i can click with & the list goes on... Yea, quite disappointed... How i know? I study kinesics k! I can tell from people's hand movement, the way the speak & so on... This aspect, i'm quite good in discerning... Sensitive to a person's feeling... Yea, i suck at IQ but EQ is so much important in life... So what if you're smart but suck in relating to people's feeling? That is why at times from a message itself i can feel whether is it a positive or negative one...

OMG, how did i link multiplication to EQ! Lol, that's why it takes lots of understanding & same channel flow to understand what i'm blogging... If not, its as if reading through a book without understanding its meaning behind it...

So yea, back to the topic, you guys may get a shock if i name him! We wasn't suppose to be this close, but something happened that brought us closer (YEA, IT FEELS KINDA GAY NOW, I THINK I SHOULD STOP)... But yea, the test of friendship begins...

I'm missing fellowship... Its been a long time i hit the streets... Its been a long time i stepped in a theatre... Its been a long time i last ate a decent meal at a fine dining restaurant, its been awhile since i pissed someone off, its been awhile i last made someone emo... (LOL, i'm getting out of point)

Guitar has been pretty cool so far... & i know how to play & sing in Jap... Lol, Yui's I Remember You... The chords are kinda easy, its just learning to sing fluently in Japanese... Haha, so cool! 16 beat was cool too, King of Majesty, yea yea yea!

Here's one very beautiful & serene song you can listen to when cruising on a peaceful road, sea or river!

You Belong To Me by Jason Wade

See The Pyramids
Along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
On a tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me...

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs
And souvenirs
Just remember
'Til your dream appears
You belong to me....

I'll be so alone
Without you
Maybe
You'll be lonesome, too
Maybe
You'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When its wet with rains
Just remember
Till you're home again
Or until I come home to you
You belong to me...

Lastly, it is impossible to please everyone... There's people that likes you, there are also some tbat dislikes you, jealous of you of what you have & wants to pull you down... But most importantly, its all about pleasing the one above... But what good you do now will determine your place in heaven... For example, the things you said, are they pleasing or hurting to the ears of your friends around you?

Guilty? Haha, if i'm genuinely wrong, why should i feel guilty? Unless i deliberately caused it... Ain't no guilty pleasures for you!

Oh yea, i also sensed that some lame things are gonna happen... For example, there's people like gonna tag in my tagboard about how sucky i am or going to Viwawa to vote all my Wawa one star... Haha, just sense so... Teehehe!

Learning to define what's the past and present tense!

GYM GYM GYM!

How random can my post be? It does make sense if you piece them up...

Agape Xoxo,
Ed Angels

Memory Lane

♥ Monday, 12 May 2008 11:44

I just hope things can be like the past again...

Looking back at memory lane... Its such an adventure...

I'd cherish every single moment from now on... The laughter, the joy, the sorrow, the tears, everything makes it so amazing... & i'd definitely cherish the past...

When i wake up one day, its time to move along, its time to smile again...

Who Ed Angels, Who? Shut Up & Smile!

Agape,
Ed Angels

"If Friendship Feels Like A Stab In The Heart, Love Feels Like Being Crucified."

Room 666

♥ Sunday, 11 May 2008 00:06

If i'm hurt day after day till one day it doesn't hurt anymore, my body's just got immune to it, its bad! Afterall i'm still a human, human must have feelings when you're happy or down... Its really bad if one day i'm immune to it! I'll be heartless trust me... I still wanna be a human so God, please stop this torment...

I know You're putting me through lots of emotional trials... (& sorry to Ronald, if you're reading my this entry, yes i'm speaking in parables AGAIN! Haha...)

As long as you're happy, i'm happy... All the best!

Sometimes, i rather be emotionless than filled with emotions... Just like kids you see at the playground, they're worry-free... They find fulfillment in the little things...

Week after week, i'm running a race... A race to see which breaks down first... Will i be physically break down or mentally break down... Its either i'm too tired & fainted or i can't take the pressure & fall into depression... The race is gonna end soon... Its a race between the physical vs the mental me...

Anyway, yea, fellowship tomorrow! The joy in my life is Gusto! Haha... Lifelong friends we may be! & yea, most likely i'll be taking part in this year NDP!

& to you: I seriously don't know what exactly happpen... Its fine if you wanna shut up... I'm okay... At least i tried my best! If you won't talk, i can't justify myself...

Okays, today was a busy day! Morning went to meet Amelia, WenYing & Willie to do our Biz Development project... Yeah, i think we're on the right track... Everyone in the group is a contributor... & i think i'm adapting well in the group... Cuz sometimes as the only guy & 5 girls in the group, you felt kinda left out... But i think i'm blending in well... Sad to say, its my first time stepping into National Library... Lol... Okays, you guys didn't know about that right!

Then proceed to church, met Charis on the train, lol... Wha, service was emotions filled... I cried la... The drama was touchy & most of us can relate to it! Especially the part where a few of the members came up to thank their mom for what they've done... I'm holding back my tears la... Cannot take it! Lol... No no, to make it clear, its not the presence of God, its just touching lor... Though the presence of God is more shiok!

Took a cab down to Raffles City... Wha, $27! Can bless someone... Then i was early, went to walk about... & i'm so pink today... Then went to Grand Plaza Park Hotel... The ambience in that hotel is nice... The food is even nicer... Had buffet... Stomach nearly exploded... I'm not a great eater, you see, when i'm in Sakae Sushi, 5 plates makes me full...

Lastly, thank God i can barre chord... Everything i do, i wanna do it for you! The songs i've played is all Yours!

Cut Me, Serenade Me,
Ed Angels

"Without God, Life Would Be A Whore."

SorrowField 7.5.08

♥ Wednesday, 7 May 2008 23:45

I Thought She Was Perfect Until:

I thought my New Urban Male bag was so perfect that i couldn't find a replacement!

UNTIL TODAY...

I walked into this Adidas boutique in Vivo City & wow, it caught my eye! The contrast is so beautiful & i can tell you, this is the only thing that caught my eyes in Adidas... You know i hate that brand the most right... But that bag is a beauty!

Definitely, its not gonna look like some black, shitty, dull colour style, it contains this metrosexual aura in it... Old school yet sporty! Lol... NOW YOU KNOW MY STYLE!

Guitar, My Hope, My Release:

After 3 hours of intense guitar strumming... I guess i'm jaded after that...

Haha, what else can i do to drown my hurts & sorrows? Guitar is the best solution! Hehe...

Still In Sorrows:

Just felt injustified... But that's how life is... Sometimes you get killed by someone behind stabbing a heart in your heart... You're dead, you don't know why & who got you killed... Maybe your friends, families know, but you're already dead... Haha...

Fellowship Please:

Can we fellowship on Sunday? Haha...

You Might Thinking I'm Speaking Tongues If You're A Country Pumpkin:

& i just realised something... Walking past Ted Baker, it just reminds me of Panic At The Disco... It just gives me the emo inspired country/indie rock style... You see those flowery shirts, but to me, in it hides some emotional feelings... No, trust me i'm not insane or overly emo these day... You just go get Panic At The Disco's latest CD & after hearing it, you walked past any Ted Baker shop... It gives you this creepy, identical feeling! Lol & OMG!

Here's a video of Panic At The Disco! Look at the video, its so country style, but its lyrics are so emo! Lol... I find those guys are nuts, being a star, i'd never think of such ridiculously country styled scenarios for my MTV... But nevertheless, i'm starting to love them for unknown reasons... Just a type of charisma in their music i guess...

Angels + Nightmare,
Ed Angels